Billions of sentences served.
Notes on the process of recovery from crack and cocaine addiction written daily as I go through it.

Archive for January 2006


Wade’s Unburdening (of me)

I don’t know if it was part of my tendency to pick low-lying fruit first, get it out of the way so I am freed to concentrate on the biggers, or if, either attributable to my supposed depression or independent of it or in spite of my lack of it or…, I felt overwhelmed, or […]

Can

Mom had asked me to go to the cannery with her for 2-3 hrs today. Her church owns & operates it as part of its welfare & parish preparedness initiatives. They needed volunteer labor, I to get out of the house. & I was interested enough to check out the factory machinations of food preparations.
Our […]

36 Bottles of Dos Equis on the Wall

Turned thirty-six.
Night before Mom asked if wanted to see a movie or what I wanted to do. Said I didn’t know; I’d think about it.
Got up. Latish like I do these days. 8:30? + knew what I wanted to go to Mexico. Just over the border, have a look around, speak some Espanol, get a […]

Heading For…

That “I’m always sober, always waiting…” line from NMH has been running through my head constantly for days now.
Made an appointment to see Dr. Burgoyne.
1:30PM on 1/30
$245 for eval
$75 thereafter for maintenance
$100 if no show

Rades

Motherboards and Upgrades
1455 S. Stapley Dr.
480 813 6926
They’re up the street near the freeway. Pass them on the way to Petsmart. When I called they quoted me $99 per hour labor, 1 hour to diagnose.