Billions of sentences served.
Notes on the process of recovery from crack and cocaine addiction written daily as I go through it.

Archive for January 2006


Billy The Kid

Soon as walk & sore-mouth granola over this morning I laid down again. Felt funky.
In & out of lt. sleep.
Had that sour adrenalin squirt in my gut when came back to think of what I had to do.
Got up & got in to mail unopened for months. Throw out of junk, high level 1st pass […]

Michoacana

Mom was going to make potato cass. in slow cooker for Sun din. Didn’t. After walk, she went to church (trying nicely, lightly to coax me to go: “So you’re not going to church with me today?” No. “Alright; I’ll count on you next week then.” Smiles.) & I decided to pull my weight around […]

Diary In, Diary Out

Went to library, got lib. card>
>>Got Anne Frank’s The Diary of a Young Girl, partly a lotly because still (increasingly?) (healthily?) obs.’d w/ NMH’s Aeroplain alb. witch has much ado abt her.
>>>Obs(her vay shin) 1 (prvly knon): She’s a cutie (no 1der Mangum is/was in heart w/ her).
>>>Obs 2 (prvly un-own): I’m reading a diary […]

Pennies for Prozac

Today was the day I paid for a generic Prozac prescription* with change at Costco. $7.39 in quarters.
* 2×20mg Fluoxetine capsules 1xday