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Notes on the process of recovery from crack and cocaine addiction written daily as I go through it.

Archive for February 2006


Days and Conphused

Was it in the last post that I wrote posting here daily was absolutely inviolable? And it’s been how many days?
Over the past couple weeks I’ve fought off a cold, had a couple of extra hectic days, and gotten food poisoning from one of the divey taquerias I love so much—this one with a little […]

1580AM

Went back to bed after breakfast again today. Kind of discouraging.
The rest of the day was kid time. My nephew’s birthday party. I rallied. Pulled out Uncle Dave’s A-Game.
And when I was driving Mom’s pink truck down I-10 through Phoenix, birthday boy riding shotgun and wearing giant orange sunglasses I won for him at the […]

Ditto

When I woke up this morning I didn’t feel as dead tired as I did yesterday but I didn’t yet feel re-energized or motivated to take on the day. I ate breakfast, watched The Dog Whisperer, and laid down again around 9AM.
I slept 5 1/2 hours, surprising both myself and my mother.
When I woke up […]

Pooped

Yesterday I was a coup d’ something. I told my mom at the end of it that it was the most productive day I could remember. Not the most productive in my life, mind you, but that I remember, which, arguably—considering how bad my memory is—isn’t saying much. I got everything done, I told her, […]

Just Us

Really, honest, this thing is not meant to be a dreamlog (a ‘mlog’ instead of a ‘blog’?) but again, this one is relavant. In it my brother found behind my bed in the room we shared open dub bags of crack and even bags of bags that I’d hazily let fall down between the wall […]